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just needed to vent ignore this post
im paranoid, depressed, suicidal, have anxiety problems, been told im schizophrenic, my whole family hates me all my friend hate me the people i work with hate me and as much as i try to change that i just end up making shit worse and worse everytime. i need a friend that can be there for me but i kno thats too much to ask for so i kinda just give up on life and on everything and everybody. idek what true happiness is anymore. and its sad but even people say something to me their like “you go out and act like ur happy but you can see it in your face when ur not joking around or talking to someone that youre not truly happy.” idk what to even tell people when they say that to me. because its true and its sad i dont know how to be happy. i dont know how to do anything right and i dont like it i hate myself and how i am i cant do anything for anybody anymore. and even trying to take my own advice to make myself happy doesnt work. ive tried everything and theres only a couple thing that truly make me happy. and the sad part is my suicidal tendencies are getting worse day by day i have thought of way to many ways to kill myself and its sad and pathetic. im not trying to get attention from anyone i just wanna be able to speak my mind and say what im really thinking about once in awhile. i cant keep bottling everything up. last time i did it took me 3 months just to get everything back under control. but fuck this im done im out if nobody hears from me for over a week than stop by the house or call my house and see what happened. i shouldnt even post this but fuck it. i get called and asshole by my own family and it doesnt even phase me anymore when people call me that just cuase ive stopped caring about everything
i wonder who would even notice if i was gone or who would even care. what they would think or say. just alot of questions along those lines
